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[Lycaon can be heard coughing slightly in embarrassment.] It is not remiss you did. Especially given his hallucinations. I simply...
I am not used to such things being so flippant or casually done. I am not used to this. This sort of thing was more done behind closed doors in New Eridu.
Mm, yeah, I can see how that would be a big adjustment. I used to fuck on camera all the time, so I'm pretty blasé about people seeing me naked, but not everyone is.
-I did make sure he had actually seen you naked before before I showed him, at least. And he was thrilled to be able to see you.
I suppose what I am trying to say and perhaps ask is...there is a thrilling nature to this. A freeing nature but I do not wish to lose control. How do you find the balance?
For me, I think checking in with the other person is the most important thing? Healthy communication about what's enjoyable and what's too much or uncomfortable.
-Louis will definitely encourage you to let loose, if he hasn't already.
My base instincts. They are more animalistic than is usually socially acceptable. I maintain control over them. To release them, as one might say, it is hard to put the beast back in its cage once it escapes.
Okay, yeah, I can see how that could be difficult…. I know that Louis would be more than thrilled to know he made you lose control. To feel that you wanted him so much that your tightly held command of yourself broke.
But if it’s something that you’re not comfortable with in yourself, that’s okay too. He’s most happy to be with you at all, regardless of the details.
…You are a very meticulous person in how you present yourself and everything you do. Are Thiren who aren’t as impeccable as you judged for it?
Yes. They are indeed. Most Thirens are seen as uncontrollable. As unruly. People often treat us differently because of it. The Thirens who are more human like have an easier time but are often commodified and objectified.
Animal ears and tails on seemingly human bodies are popular on the Interknot.
Then beast Thirens like myself are viewed with a sense of danger. Similar to the tales of humans who change into monsters on the full moon.
It can be difficult for us. I have trained for years to master myself. With the help of my Master.
I'm sorry. None of you deserve to go through that shit.
-Louis really, really likes you. Anything you want to do with him he'll enjoy. Even if you sat completely clothed a foot away and just told him how to touch himself - actually I think he'd be pretty into that, but my point is-
As much as he might like you to loosen control, the most important thing to him is going to be that you feel comfortable with him. You don't have to push yourself to do anything you don't want to do. And if you do push yourself, you can take it at your own pace.
And I am saddened that others in his world do not either. And yet, I want him to show me his wild side. Perhaps we can show one another.
Thank you for this discussion, Miss Evangeline. You have such a way to put me at ease and speak of things. I greatly appreciate your advice and your counsel.
I'm always happy to help a friend, Lycaon. Especially if it helps Louis, too. He deserves so much better than he thinks he does, and I want to give that to him.
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...Should I, um, not have done that...?
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[Lycaon can be heard coughing slightly in embarrassment.] It is not remiss you did. Especially given his hallucinations. I simply...
I am not used to such things being so flippant or casually done. I am not used to this. This sort of thing was more done behind closed doors in New Eridu.
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-I did make sure he had actually seen you naked before before I showed him, at least. And he was thrilled to be able to see you.
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I suppose what I am trying to say and perhaps ask is...there is a thrilling nature to this. A freeing nature but I do not wish to lose control. How do you find the balance?
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-Louis will definitely encourage you to let loose, if he hasn't already.
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I will speak with Louis about it. Thank you for your kind and candid answer. I do appreciate it and you reaching out to check on me.
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But if it’s something that you’re not comfortable with in yourself, that’s okay too. He’s most happy to be with you at all, regardless of the details.
…You are a very meticulous person in how you present yourself and everything you do. Are Thiren who aren’t as impeccable as you judged for it?
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Animal ears and tails on seemingly human bodies are popular on the Interknot.
Then beast Thirens like myself are viewed with a sense of danger. Similar to the tales of humans who change into monsters on the full moon.
It can be difficult for us. I have trained for years to master myself. With the help of my Master.
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-Louis really, really likes you. Anything you want to do with him he'll enjoy. Even if you sat completely clothed a foot away and just told him how to touch himself - actually I think he'd be pretty into that, but my point is-
As much as he might like you to loosen control, the most important thing to him is going to be that you feel comfortable with him. You don't have to push yourself to do anything you don't want to do. And if you do push yourself, you can take it at your own pace.
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And I am saddened that others in his world do not either. And yet, I want him to show me his wild side. Perhaps we can show one another.
Thank you for this discussion, Miss Evangeline. You have such a way to put me at ease and speak of things. I greatly appreciate your advice and your counsel.
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And I am glad we both see it and are working toward it together.
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